I think I'm finally ready to let go.

Thank you all for your words of advise.

Shikin for knocking sense into me.

Adz for the great advise.

My randomers.

My lovely, lovely.... Ema.

He have 3 days to 'decide'.

That's all I can give him.

For the fact that I still love him.

I'd made up my mind.

I know it will be hard.

But I know I'll get better.

I need all of you to hold my hands and tell me I'll be fine.

Tell me I'm beautiful.

Lots of hugs please.

And let it lingers...

One more thing,

Please stop me if you see me going soft once more and decide to give him another chance.

And if he ever ask you why, Let him know that he'd lost someone who'd truly loved him.

And he'll never find another like me.

That's my curse to him.

Thank you.